Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain. The normal pains we live with every day. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else. It makes the rest of the world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.

Pain, you just have to ride it out. Hope it goes away on its own and the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions and no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time, pain can be managed. But sometimes, the pain gets you when you least expect it. You have to fight through. Because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more.

Came back from Xueyan Building last night. I fall in sleep as soon as lay in bed. I had the best sleep during the recent days. Sometimes I wish I was a leaf, which do not need to worry about the troubles and preasures although work and daily life, and neither care about who's hurt or who hurt. As a leaf, I could fly to anywhere as I like. no pain, no sadness.

Now I need a chance to make a decision, and need the decision to prove I has grown up. I should have the courage to face my life which is chaotic these days, and should be brave to face any result of the decision I will do.

So, if I disppointed someone, please believe I do not mean to do so. And I should thank the one who hurt me as you make me stronger.

No matter what will happen, life will go on, I will go on.